Friday, August 31, 2007

Sex and Photos .. what a case!!!

Alslam and peace to ye all

I have always read newspapers , but i always wanted to comment, and i thought newspapers were only there to report , not to comment ... i would love if we could - or the reporters - post their personal comments on newspapers .. or at least give people the chance to do that ... and fortunately their is online newspapers these days ..

so let me comment on this bizarre part of news iv read recently ... or precisely -today- ..

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SHAH ALAM: They were in love but when the relationship turned sour, a 16-year-old girl was confronted with her worst nightmare.

Her boyfriend, a 19-year-old security guard, threatened to distribute pictures of her in the nude.

He had apparently taken the pictures using a mobile phone during their SEVEN-HOUR (wow!) sex session behind the guardhouse of SMK Section 7, here.

Yesterday, Irma Shamsul Izwan Jamahir, paid the price (was it the right price , or discounted??!!! ) for threatening the Form Four student. He was fined RM3,000 (price of having sex with a so-called underage is quite cheap) , or in default three months’ jail (again wow!!! this will deter the wrong-doers) , by the magistrate’s court after he pleaded guilty to threatening to distribute her pictures to ruin her reputation.

Based on the facts of the case, Irma and the girl had sex on March 27, between 10am and 5pm, where he had then taken pictures of her in the nude.
The next day, the girl decided to end the relationship (interestingly, finally the brain started to work ) but Irma refused (what was he hoping for???) . He met her on March 29 and threatened to distribute the pictures unless she remained with him.

The girl subsequently lodg-ed a police report (hoping that the pictures will not be distributed, that was her problem ... not really worried about her dignity as a young girl may have been shattered -according to some standards- ... these are Muslims names im reading about).

In mitigation, counsel Salim Bashir pleaded for leniency as his client had meant no physical harm (what a joke again ... i agree that it was with consent ... but sometimes mental harm is worse than physical harm, specially that a threat came after).

"He has now moved to Bagan Datoh and is still working as a guard there.

"He apologised to the victim and her family and promised not to do it again (what a nice boy he is ... indeed)," he said.

Prosecuting officer ASP Norazian Sharudin urged magistrate Hafizah Abdul Rajak to mete out a deterrent sentence (the only person who knew what was going on).

Irma’s father paid the fine (nice daddy ... hope to keep and save some money for next time).

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so from the above story ... everything was usual ....yah rite!!!!!!! , except the threat of distributing nude photos of a seven hour session - i still can imagine what happened, and why all this time was needed -, ... to me ... it was badly unusual ... so if this was usual ... can anyone share other interesting cases about love relationships which gone wild -- then bad???? ... no one can! .. because its unusual ... but taking out a report like that .. and then going to the next page without thinking of its consequences on the society .. is just lame reading of newspapers ...

just thought of sharing my view on this bizarre piece of (news) ....

wa (peace) (salam) to all ....

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Of the Week, Preaching and Programming

Alslam (peace) to all. ..

well as usual , back again , disappointed by whats going ... but who am I? and who cares?!! ..

This is the method used to counter events and actions these days ... who am I to speak ??? and who cares!!! its not your business , never it will ...

but for some reason .. i do care for whats happening around ...

so for the week ... lets begin with the most i can remember ... well it was yesterday night when some guy was up and talking hard .. trying to teach us how to love the nation and be like him ... someone who sacrificed alot for ... for the sake of the Nation ... anyway ... the guy was a good preacher and a liar as well ... he "bent", "twisted" information as he wanted ... to convince us that we are doing nothing to help our country-mates ... forgetting that those mates aren't really mates .. they are enemies-of-the-future... they don't hear advice nor do they act like students so we ca help them ... they are just like another 50cent on the block ... New York caps with baggy wear, 3 meters long T-shirts and Sean Paul signature on jeans ... passing over their A**e* ... so i came back night with headache ... and regretted visiting campus for that occasion ... it was unacceptable ... a 8 pm event was delayed till 10pm ... leaving no hope for extra time ... so it was another 2 hours wasted from my life ... and honestly i was there because of my friend who was being honored on that day for ending his Uni days ... he was disappointed as well ...

and many other events happened, i had to deal with people who don't own feelings, people who will assume what is not there , and those who will avoid you without telling you the reason for this avoidance .... one day they will greet you , the other day they pretend they never knew you ... what a joke ... at least tell me what i did wrong ... IDIOTS!

I had to revise many of Java "for Web Applications" techniques , and had to know how the heck servlets actually work .... now thats the most interesting thing of the week .. much more interesting that people and their "bizarre" behaviors ...

JSP was on the menu as well because its unforgettable relation with Java ... and also how to set up an environment for testing before deployment ...

quite interesting ... programming in a "web-based" environment needs lots of attention, from design to coding ... so better be ready before you do real business with it ...


so far so good for life ... will be back soon ,,,

walslam ...

Friday, August 24, 2007

People & Behaviour : Claims & Disbelief

Salam and peace ..

In the past few days , i have known some people that i have regret knowing ... people who will claim to be open-minded and intellectually fit for a debate ... but they turned out to be "hollow", cant withstand a talk, never actually try to understand, don't read , don't understand , don't "listen" , and don't bother to give a damn ....

So my question is : Why do you have to put yourself in that position??? and why do you ask for opinions if you cant accept them??? and why do you claim that you're interested to listen if you cant really accept other's ideas?? .... and if you think you don't need to know, then don't ask ...

but some people -these days- like to show something , but behave differently ... they raise slogans, posters, join groups , send speeches ... but still .... the belief in the idea isn't there i guess ..

and this type will really get my nerves "up and running" ... i feel sorry for the slogans , posters and shouting they make .. it is just wasted without belief in the idea ...

another problem ... with those types ... they like to run away from the main point ... making you feel that your an idiot ... or you aren't clear in what you say ... or that the idea was an illogical one ..

Just a thought to be expressed ... (incomplete writing ... to be structured later in time)

and Peace ....

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

For the sake of the Nation

peace and salam ...

and after some usual day at work ... I came to a discussion with many friends and other people ..

The discussion was about the identity ... and I'm referring here to where and what we belong to ... is it nation , race , religion or just idiots in this world??? ...

It really concerns me ... who am I?? and to whom or what do I belong to?

so after "years" of thinking and observation plus lectures here and there ... i came to think that we are actually "hanged" to some ideas without our consent or realization ... and thats quite amazing .. how can we be fooled by this ... all this time!!

We are told since we were young that : You are Sudanese ... you should be proud of it , I hear other say and write about countries ... Baladi! (Arabic) , Negaraku! (Malay) ... Patriotic Americans ... and they claim that they feel the existence of The Nation within their souls ...

but when we read history books ... we can really find out that all of these "Nations" are actually fake!! ... we are happy to be recognized by certain nationality , We Are Proud To be From This Country!!!! .. but lets be honest here ...

as Muslims ... we know that we are supposed to proud of one thing ... Islam ... and thats the highest priority ... nothing is more important ... nor nothing should be better nor we should be prouder with something else...

but they will tell you : Whats the problem?? Its my country!!! i was born there and i will die there ... and who are you to talk about my nation????

Well , lets assume you were born, raised, and lived in another country .. weirdly we will find this same problem ... that person who never saw his "Nation" will have this weird relation and attraction to it ... it has become part of his soul : he will tell

so ..we're coming closer ... and Gotcha!! ... now i know why we are raised into being nationalist ... its the Parents, school and Mr. Government who needs support based on some false feelings built into people .. "embedded" by others into our hearts ...

They will tell us since our early young age : The Nation, later when we are growing: The Nation ... so we grew up believing in the idea -as it sounds correct- ...

but there is a nation existed always and will continue to exist ... Islam ... a religion, a way of life , a system , a Nation by itself that we can identify ourselves with ...

our grandfathers died for the sake of this ... they never died so we will continue to be in this situation .... and if they died for other reasons in themselves .. then its their problem .. and they have died for the sake of a false idea as well... if that was the case ..

During the old days , this idea existed , but wasn't that strong .. it was based on race more than nationalism ... and it was covered by the greatness of the system that was based on Islam ... at least from the outside ... people believed that they are one ... until one day came those who separated this big power ... for their own needs ... and called each place by some name ... they wanted it like this of course for their own benefits ... but we continue to "swallow" their ideas without thinking ... we are born to be Nationalists ...

and today ... not many would like to think of it .. fearing they will loose the benefits they selfishly share with others ... going against the main principles of Islam , Which is : We should be proud of this religion ... and shouldn't be proud of a "worldly" thing ... the worst thing is : Its not just worldly but false as well ...

but the contradiction will occur when we think we can behave as nationalists but claim we are proud of Islam .. actually these two cannot co-exist .. as one disqualifies the other ...

We reached a level of following a nation's culture .. even when it goes against the basics of Islam ... now who will be responsible of this on the day , when we are asked ... do you think the question will be : Where is your passport??? or do you think Sudanese will be lined in one line ... Malaysians lined in one line ... Americans lined in one line????!!!! Do you think we will be asked why we fought over a Piece of Land because it was owned by another country??? or why killed our own people but not people from other countries????

If that was the case ... then we will have to be and do ....

all for the sake of the Nation ....

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NOTE: Nationalism is defined as the following : (for those who never heard of the term)
  1. Devotion to the interests or culture of one's nation.
  2. The belief that nations will benefit from acting independently rather than collectively, emphasizing national rather than international goals.
  3. Aspirations for national independence in a country under foreign domination
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walslam .. peace


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Monday, August 20, 2007

Why Windows Gets Messsed-Up ... Computers(1)

Peace ... salam ..

Level: Beginner - so if your an expert in the topic, you might provide feedback.

Welcome to the Linux world! ... this is what i have to say to those interested to try some new "Adventure" with another operating system.

An operating system is what runs your computer : Like Windows.

Now the question is: Can i change my operating system? ... and yes i tell you .. its easy to change your Operating system.

Now some will be thinking : Why the heck am i introducing Linux to people who don't recognize the word "Operating System" ... we'll easily answer : we never knew of operating system when we were at school either .. and no one was simple enough to tell us ... all will assume you already know about "software" and "installation" ... well i met people who don't really know what software installation was ... year 2006 - university level ...

an Operating system controls and starts our computer - it does the shutting down as well -

So what's the problem with Windows??? .... i might say for a simple person , its viruses and slow response after being infected with tonnes of spyware (some bad software) and hidden files (files that normal people don't care to see). These will lead after sometime in a slowness of the whole system. Its caused by carelessness in downloading garbage software, agreeing without reading the pop-up note or warning (and i don't mean the license agreement), trying some fancy wallpapers or screen-savers ... wandering around at un-ethical websites ... and downloading software from anywhere on the net .

most of the above are caused by the need to make your Desktop look "nicer" ... or add a new fancy tool that does nothing more than cute-looking stuff while it sucks down your bandwidth and slows the system.

so when you install new software ... make sure its safe ...at least from a known site, and don't think that an anti-virus alone can do all the watching ... it can help ... but not always ...

then ... too many applications (software)installed will just cause your system to become much more slower than you expect ...

the fancier you desktop is ... the more memory you're actually using ... which kills the system ...

try to stay simple with the looks of windows ... life isn't about how things look like , but how they behave as well ...

these what i can remember ... iv seen some torture their poor machines with garbage ... and then they will usually forget about the software installed after the trial ends ... well .. no one knows how to crack in the family ...

stay safe .. or you will loose that system and years of decoration ....

peace ... this shall be a series as well ...

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sunday ... busy sunday ..

what a day it was ... Sunday .. busy Sunday ...

went to campus .. found so many "changed" things ... a newly renovated campus ... good time to renovate ... The PM is coming i heard .. convocation on the way ... Ummatic week ... and everything looks nice ...

Still, I'll be stuck with the Industrial attachment ... not being able to enjoy most of these events ...

anyway .. it was a good a new Sunday at campus ...

the anti-smoking campaign ...

But there was something that never changes ... the student's view towards basic rules and attire ...

and finally iv let the yahoo messenger radio play ... now with some country ...

wlslm

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After a year of not net-social-izing

Peace to all ...

and yah .. it really is ... i stopped meeting any of my net pals , friends and classmates online ...

but the problem is .. after this year .. i forgot who i had in my list ... and how did i got to know these people ... some were bizarre meetings ... people who aren't ideologically the same .. was i too fast in accepting people ???? ... simply yes i were .. i would get myself into knowing anyone ... but now the problem ... I don't remember them!!!! ... and i don't wanna see them either .. this one year was a total change for me ... but at the same time i felt sorry for eradicating them from my lists ... because some of them were invited by me ... and its not easy to cancel it just like that after an online virtual relation that stayed for more than 2 years ... but finally the decision was made .. and reduction began ... it all boils down to ideologies ...

thank god it was ... and this net-meeting business didn't work for me sometimes... iv considered it a waste of time ... although there were some people who turned out to be real good people ... but wasn't reflected in their profiles ... moral of the story?? look at the profile before you choose ... i don't have best of profiles ,... and i always thought my profile was contradictory ... but maybe thats me ... i have some contradiction with my own self ... and these contradictions are being resolved day-by-day ... hope so ...

but still ... when we meet or see profiles for the first time , we might find some people with really bad profiles .... but at the same time when you get to communicate with them ,,, you will find they have the same values you thought of them not having .. but they just tend to express it differently .. they express themselves in a way they see it "alright" ... some might be religious people ... but they left religion for the sake of "having their own lifestyle" ... which makes me think?? .. what made them leave the "old way"???

I think its how they see things ... and how they were told to do things .. and how they see others do some things ... quite interesting how people might change ... but the quality will stay with some ...

moral of the story ... i really don't understand people .. nor will someone understand the human beings .. unless we all try to follow some "Best lifestyle" ... it has been proven that lifestyles created by humans will never make you happy ... and thats why we have all these contradictions in our selves ...

Don't follow what you like ... follow the truth ... then you will find its actually what you like and what you have been searching for ...

The truth i found was Islam ...

Read about it ... read about the freedom it gives .. read from authentic sources not hatred-based sources .. and you will find what you always wanted .. peace in life ...

walslam ...

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

"Satan , Me & The Wine"

Salam and Peace to all ...

Extracted from my previous dead Blog:

A poem written long ago ... i have taken out some of it for some reasons ... enjoy reading ...

"Satan , Me & The Wine"
shining stars
plus golden wine
equals a night
that ended fine
my soul returned
to the upper skies
and there i saw
Satan "disguise"
he sat and looked,
his mind was hooked,
as angels praised
the mighty God
he tried to steal
a word or two,
but angels knew
their passion grew,
for secrets of heavens
they felt the blue
war was waged,
and fronts engaged
in a fight against the devil
who then escaped,
he came falling
through the stratosphere
and down to earth ,
filled with fear
he took a breath
began to walk
in a silent stealth
he found me then
lying on the the ground
with wine and grapes,
left behind
so i woke up,,
cup in hand
hand in cup,
he sat and drank
from my drink of death
the talk began
with "Hi my friend"
so i thought ,
was this my end ?!
"welcome to the devil's creed"
.. his second phrase
my mind was puzzled
within his maze,
he took me with a grasp
to his kingdom
" hell " ,
fire ,
rounded with glaze,
I stood and watched
as groups appeared
in front of my eyes
then - dis- appeared
I asked him why
he told me
"please"
"you are below the seven seas"
"where day is dark
and night,-as i suppose -
will never ease,"
"so shut your mouth,
I'll walk you through
this sphere-like world
where me and you,
as friends of course,
will have a great time
women , wine and more of those,
if not enough ...
increase the "dose"
(censored)
go straight up
to reach a door
leading to a place
not reached before,
feel the heat
of the lower part
feel the beats
of your loving heart,
(censored)
now let her lie
play a "lay"
the "lay" of fun,
joined by two
to be in one
and there you have
the pleasure of life
with women and wine
plus Satan - of course-
as faith decline
and the soul of yours
becomes part of... mine...


Well ... its an idea i had and expressed ... although it might contain some "offensive" content which i have deleted .... (for the sake of not getting myself into deep trouble) ... and sorry for the deleted parts ...

and peace to all ...

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Friday, August 17, 2007

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOOOOOOR

Salam and Peace to all ..

and Oh My God ... its friday ... so fast the week has ended ... because humans have opted for a seven-days week , but usually Saturday and Sunday are meant to be free .... and I mean Really free ... people usually do less , less work ... some will wake up late after some crazy Friday night , eat breakfast ... go and sleep again .. wake up , watch some series .. and then go back to sleep ... on Sunday ..go to some park or 'entertainment' center ... or continue to watch series ... the most will be going out shopping ...

this lifestyle can be acceptable if your a person who really work on the 5 days that you suppose to be working on .. and then have some time with the family ...

But I mean .. us .. the supposedly so-called students of this time ... i mean thats the a true waste of time ... and some will apply it .. like he just go to classes for 4 days and then end up having three-crazy-days ... Friday, Saturday and Sunday ...

Well ... if you are going to waste those days hanging around with friends and sleeping .. then its a waste and you shouldn't be asking why are we in living in such an undeveloped world .. and i mean specifically the Islamic world where teenagers do nothing ... nothing ... nothing ...

hang around , drink coffee , show your body , show your money , spend more money , and do whatever is not required or expected to be done by a Muslim teenager or in his 20'ties ..

How many times do we sit with ourselves and think ... ???!!! ... sometimes i feel some of us never think ... and don't recognize the word "PROBLEM" ... there is a problem ... no one thinks there is a problem .. and whatever unusual ... is just usual ... these days ...

I really don't know what we think about ...

is having a girlfriend or boyfriend?? a new mobile phone?? a new shoe??? ways to look cool??? getting a girl for a night-out??? thinking of ways to insult our friends??? fighting some position in some club or society???? is all what we think of ...... ?????

now "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOOOOOOOOOOOOR" ... we hear this song but never actually understand the meaning .. because we listen "just to look cool" ... isn't it??? do u guys actually know what garbage we listen to??? its garbage .. , most people who listen to these songs don't really know whats on the lyrics... they just saw some people in New York or whatever city .. and then they begin to imitate ... what a joke ... "WAZZZUPPPP MAAAAANNNNN" .. is all what they actually know ...
[The song is by linking park ... stop trying to remember it if you are trying ... listening to full song is not recommended ... I'm just taking out a phrase we all know]


quite a shame ... and by the way .. we should go go back and read about the Basics of Life ... this life will turn out to be nothing ... and days are "running faster" ...

i said basic of life .. because its actually the basics of Islam ... but Islam is life ... we have no life without it ... and a change is all we need .. i guess we need to change the way we see the world ... and that comes through reading .. which most people hate .. for no cause ... but if you don't read .. listen ... if you don't like MP3's .. watch ... if you don't like know ...


Then .... "ITS THE HELL YOU ARE WAITING FOOOOOOOOR"

by the way:

[[ I have never heard of holidays in the Empire days .. there was always something to do ... non of the scientist stopped research on weekends, nor did the prophet waited for the weekend to finish to spread the word ... nor did Salah-Ud-din went to shopping on Saturday before he went into battle with the crusaders]]

wlslam

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

The Persona ...

salam and peace ...

finally the long awaited Proton Persona ... is in the frontpage of TheSun ...

and wow , it sure looks good (although honestly i liked the sketches more, specially the colored sketch, and that was to be a hit if done, it would reach the level of BMW -in looks- ... but they opted for a back-end similar to that of GEN2...not thats bad ... )

From what i know the name aint new ... proton wira's name is Pesona in the UK .. if im not mistaken ..

anyway ...

waiting to see the real machine .. on the streets ... it looks stable and strong from the picture im seeing ...

and ya ... sure looks good to have one of those ...

From Proton WebSite

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

The Federation ...

Peace and salam ...

A very good morning .. for most .. but not for me ...

My application was rejected by The Federation ... - The culprit of the day - ...

A dream was again shattered ... and hope It will be true one day ...

Me -shall not- surrender to this Federation ... I will create my own Empire ...

.........

I was considered to be wrong when i followed what The Federation said ... They gave me an order , I followed the order , got the results as expected ...

and then was Blamed ...

what a scenario to be put on ... now i have to go back and reverse events in time .. so what ever i did according to what has been told by The Federation .... must be reversed ...

and who will do the reversing "responsibility" of many actions created ???? ...

Its ME ... and only ME ...

I am responsible for the mistakes of The Federation ...

and I must pay the price ...

.......

I have suffered a lot .... under oppression ... created by The Federation ... we used to live in hunger for some days ... do work for free ... had to listen to their preaching ... look at their extravagant lifestyle ... while they will make it hard for us to live ... all for the sake of The Federation

we must do what they want ... these are orders sent from the sky ... revealed to us by some divine source ...

"We must follow them ..." is what i remember most ...

They can hold our throats ... even take out our lives without being touched ... They are the Federation ... you have the right to remain silent ...

and when you remain silent ... its a sin...

you should have talked and defended yourself ... but when you defend yourself ...

how dare you defy the Federation!!!! ... will be the situation ...

How dare you do what is not expected ...??? why not become like all "Others" ...

but at the end ...

you accept it ... because they are "The Federation"

"Living is an Art by itself" Abddu says ...

(peace)
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Peace to all mankind ... (salam) ...

Tuesday ... second day of the week ... best thing in this day will be : There are only three days left in the week ... by the time it finishes ... and since its already started ... we will assume it done ...

anyway ... according to stats and figures from past weeks meetings with so-called friends ... I've decided to go into hibernation ... its useless being active when all you get is a rejection of all ideas - be those idea suitable or not - ...

Its really hard to imagine that whatever you say is wrong ... and no matter how you say it ... still it becomes wrong ... now that i would like to call "Boycotting of Ideas" ... sometime we find people assuming something ... but once they get another ... they begin to act differently ...

and back to the so-called friends ... we will find that they increase everyday ... while the number of true friends is decreasing ...

There are people out there who needs or think they need something from you ... and in the process turn into so-called friends ...

While there are others who you need... and this is the opposite .. and by time you think they are friends ...

There are others who will display their "Other face" ... in certain conditions ... and thats good .. it gives you the chance of knowing them better ...

And there are those who have some relation to the previous: those who will act differently according to "Others" around them ...


now let me conclude this filtering of people ... do whatever you like, but please ... when it comes to respect ... that the only thing a friendship can hold on to ... once you loose it ... forget about being a good friend...

and with respect comes to accepting the other as he is ... you don't need to change the other ... if you don't like em ... leave em ... if the other is quite honest , clear and approves criticism ... criticize ... its not a mistake to criticize ...

Whatever written above is actually taught in many countries at school and i really admire people who are clear ... and criticizing ... and i hope we can be taught this as well ... because our fathers and mothers used to know this by nature ... but our generation seemed to have lost all the values our elders had ... and for that it needs to be taught i guess ...

anyway .. big topic here , presented my view ... and I'm really sick of thinking too much please people ...

conclusion: Me is hibernating to avoid the negative impact of human beings ... only this blog shall stay alive as a way of expression ...



and from http://glench.com (at least acknowledge the guy there)

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Monday, August 13, 2007

Disaster ...

Peace and salam to all ...

well , this is the latest news here ... and i express my deepest condolence to all relatives of the victims ...
and what more than to say "inna Lillah wa Inna Ilaih Raji'oon" ...

usually we see cars and motorcycles ... but a bus???!!! ....

I think those bus drivers should be forced to follow the speed or get fired .. we have some who will go in crazy speeds even inside the city center or around it, ... not even caring for people who are standing up ... nor those seniors ...

anyway .. another page goes into the chapter of accidents ... a bad one ... assumed of worst ... in recent time ..

From the NST:

"IN what is probably the worse highway accident involving an express bus so far this year, 20 passengers were killed and six seriously injured when the bus they were in skidded and overturned at KM229 of the North South Expressway near Bukit Gantang at 4:45am today. "


and (peace)(salam) to all

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

The city of Kuala Lumpur & Me 2....(MISUNDERSTANDING!!!)

Peace to all and (salam) ...

Well.,,, I'm still sick , nothing changed , i cant even sit for more than hour without reaching a toilet ... but this shall not stop writing ... and today is a continuation of my experiences , and as you can see from the article , this is episode two ...

and this will also be from the negative part ...

and by writing this , i mean no offense , but to point out some of the things that needs to be pointed out ... and i would really expect someone to jump on my throat and tell "Why are you cursing our people" ... well its easy .. I'm not cursing no people .. Im just talking about some experiences that lasted for more than 18 years ... it happens about everyday to me .. and its time to express some of my views here ...

so the problem is : Misunderstanding ...

Wherever I go, or most places i go to , i will face this problem ... it seems like some here cant really handle more than one statement at a time ... so lets give a scenario

Me (at drink stall) : Tebu (sugar cane) please...
Seller: (he will begin to put the sugar in the cup)
Me: excuse me sir! , i would also want some Soya drink ...
Suddenly , and most of the time , its either il get 2 Tebu drinks or i get only one Tebu drink, or i may get a surprise look and a time-freeze where the seller will be looking at me and me looking at him ... and then i repeat the statement and happily move ...

this is a simple example , but sometimes the scenario ends up in loosing your money for something you didn't intend to buy and didn't purchase ... now thats a lose ...

another simple example that got many confused (me either) .. when you give some amount of money , suddenly you change ... like it was RM12.80, and you give 15 , suddenly you say ::ok i HAVE the 12.80:: , .... and time-freeze again ... eyes on eyes ... 2 minutes until the process resumes ... and finally you get out ...

Another misunderstanding (i will assume) , is giving directions ... honestly i never remember getting a direction correct ... sometimes yes .. but this sometime I'm talking about is 1% ... but rarely do I get a direction correct ... maybe its a curse that follows me ... but i never got one ...

so the question will be: why the misunderstanding??!!

I will try to brief it out:

1 - The person you talk to is probably thinking of something else while he communicates.
2 - The person you talk to may probably try to interpret what you say to him differently (although its clear what you say)
3 - The person you talk to is probably programmed to do a certain task "with no interference"
4 - The person you talk to is not really hearing what you say but is trying to interpret based on previous experiences with other "customers".
5 - The person you talk to does not really care about his "customers".
6 - There is a problem in listening (its impossible to everywhere).


whatever the cause is ... the customer is the loosing party ... because if I argue then I'm the bad "Other" who likes to argue ... and I spatutnya kata dulu ... although i have said so in a clear statement.

its not just with me but with many who face such situations , not once , but to an extent that some will check whatever before taking it ... assuming that it might no be what they wanted ...

issue closed till here ... if someone has some dis-agreement ... we might go for a "Proof-Of-Theory" around the city... to see with your eyes...and feel the lose of money ... lots of it ... from drinks to food, from marker-pens to medicine ... so when you order something ... PLEASE THINK AND PREPARE WELL before you make an order ...



Walslam ... Peace to all ..
Wrong delivery ... and trying to convince "The Customer"
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Friday, August 10, 2007

Sick...

Peace to all (salam) ...

and ya sick i am ... i am sick today ..what a bad day ... woke up with my hand on my stomach ... a killer pain ... couldnt stand it while in the bus ... blew it later ... it is transforming into some kind of fever now ... aaaaahhhhh ... i don't wanna miss the weekend !!!!! and never will shall I ... so many activities planned ... going to the Library, meeting up with people not seen for a long time, getting to look at campus and all the walking species on it ... i really miss it ... campus ... campus ... campus ... and damn It!!! why cant we use emotions on this blog-spot ....

I can hardly open my eyes at the monitor ... headache-lahh ...




so bye bye for today .. no mood to write long articles ... walslam ... system shutting down, 3 ,,, 2 ,,, 1 ,,, its now safe to leave this blog ......

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

Peace and (salam) to all ...

Iv read one saying ...

"When you see my community afraid of calling a tyrant "Tyrant", then take leave of it (i think it means that there is no hope in it , and it should be left) ...

what do we understand from this??? do we go and live on another planet ... ??

well , i don't think so , but it has its own dimensions .. and one of these dimensions is : Advice ...

and this clearly mentions that advice is needed in a society ... ADVICE!! ...

but some of us may feel shy , or fear people for giving advice (and one of those... is me) .... but after reading this , it makes me hard to "shut up" anymore ...

it follows: We will be asked on the day of judgment of what stopped us from speaking on this and that .... and when the reply is "Fear of people" , then God will say : "It was more correct that you should have feared me" ....

but do keep in mind that there are ways to do it ... and a saying will be:
It is recommended that advice be private , and should not be a mean of humiliation ... so if accepted , then the purpose is achieved ... otherwise we have done and fulfilled our duty ...

but other questions may arise .... why do i have to disturb people who walk in peace??? who am I to give advice?? Am i that good to give advice??? haven't we heard of the proverb "He who doesn't have , cannot give" and the many possibilities that will happen once i open my mouth!,,,, true indeed that we live in a period where even advice is hard to give ...

now lets say you walk on the streets of KL , and you find people doing something wrong ... do you have the right to give advice????? .....

BUT WAIT!!! who told you to go search for people you don't know???? why not just give advice to the people around you -most of time - and those who you know .... but if those people near to you never get your advice ...then there is a problem somewhere ...

whats the meaning of friendship if its not sincere , and there is no honesty associated with it???

are we selfish enough to want "heaven" for ourselves ..... and only ourselves?

and honestly speaking ... i may be able to write this , but its hard to implement ... so lets begin doing this from now ... its time for us to change ... change is constant... and we never know when we will die ...


and life goes on ...

yoda once said: Fear is the path to the Dark Side. Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering. I sense much fear in you.

wa (Peace) to all (salam)

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Cooling down ..

Peace to all (salam) ...


It has been a busy day at work today .. had to revise and re-do a whole module , the most important module in a system which is the management module Not an easy task when you have to go and read back all those SRS papers and listen to a lecture from the director

so a fast day .. i dint even notice it was Thursday ... till they said tomorrow was Friday ..

what the Heck?? Friday ..when did we had Wednesday ???anyway .. a clumsy beginning for a day since morning ... woke up late

but thank god reached office in time , forgot my USB-device at home and later found out there were mistakes in the

Document we suppose to present , and thats why we got the lecture ... from the director ...

anyway ..

on the other hand , i learned how to manage anger during this part of life ... a success to some extent ...

so a thought was ?? do you wanna get kicked out from this company or what ??? once anger is there , evil will prevail .. as our grandfather yoda says ...

and this was achieved through following some theory ...

whatever happens was there to happen , its only you who decide the consequences .. i read this from some article ..

it worked and now life is happier than before .. so how to achieve this ?? lets take the example from the article read ..

lets say your brother spill coffee on your newly bought shirt , and you're going to work ... so there is a possibility that you will burst (into flames) .. blow up ... throw the cup on his face , get him injured , take him to the hospital , pay the price $$$ and get yourself into trouble with the boss of the company you work at , and your bro face will only recover in the next few weeks ...

DISASTER ... isn't it?

On the other hand , you can just cool-down, change the shirt and get your a** out to work , being late for 5 min or so and probably your boss wouldn't notice it ... still don't forget to tell your Bro to be careful next time ..

how about that simple example ??? .. so YOU decided how your day should go ... and the situation will treat you as you treat it

and this theory has worked to me now and for the many times recently when i nearly screwed my day ...

guess thats it for now ...

peace (salam)

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Hijab???!!!!

In relation to the following ...

Every day and night, I think about how the girls (sisters) need to change,” Sheika Lubna said.

well Sheika Lubna ... excuse me to use your statement and write my article .. but i will use in my own topic , and I'm not talking about unjustly-treated house-keepers ... but some of our own sisters ... our Muslim sisters who never change their behavior and attitude in public places ...

and don't worry feminists ... we will have another topic for men as well .. :)

so back to what behavior I'm talking about ...

1 - carelessness at shopping malls ... be it bending an L-bend, while wearing the so-called Hijab and a short T-shirt ... well girls ... this is called carelessness towards your own selves - maybe in their mind this world was created for them and they can be in any position they want at any place they desire .. if you don't care about your self .. do care about about the "weak" selves around you ...

2- considering the head cover as the full hijab is a very wrong understanding of the meaning ... hijab is covering the body according to some basic Islamic teachings and not about putting some piece of cloth over your head ...

The Hijab must be wide so that it does not outline the body of the woman and does not profile her body parts. It shouldn't be transparent or opaque.

3- If you still think that men should not look and they are the wrong-doers ... think of it logically ... and you will find us victims ..how??? we carry back with us many of the sins generated by looking at you ... and honestly there is no where to look at considering the increasing number of Muslim sisters who like to practice the game of (show me myself mirror on the wall, i know im the best of them all) ...


4- Islam states clearly what should be covered ... covering isn't just about covering the skin ... its covering the dimensions .... cannot add pictures here ... but many around this capital consider putting some (0.2 MicroCm) material can do the cover-up ... WRONG! ... i bet we can see whatever there is to be seen ...

5- and there those who create the joke ... i pakai hijab kat masjid lah (i wear the hijab at the prayer place only) ... well well ..we all know that Allah is everywhere and that we are accountable for what we do at any place ... what a joke ... and it only proves how light we take the basic Islamic teachings ... and the worst part ... as Muslims we are suppose to correct those acts ... but that never happens ... its a crime to give advice ...

6- Whats the difference between a Muslim sister and any other ... and by the way a sister is an Islamic word i like to use to refer to the other part in the gender's list ... and the answer , i see no difference if we continue to accept todays appearance of sisters as a usual thing ... IT A'INT USUAL ....


[[[[[So why are you extremist telling us what to wear??? we know our responsibility and we don't need your advice .... we know our limits ....some may say ...]]]]]

... it will only depend on you ... no one can force you .... and if you know the limits we wouldn't need all this post ... but I'm sure i was not in a "crazy" mode when writing this ...

........To be continued some other day ... but i think this is should be enough to clear the point ....

Do listen to this if you still haven't ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4jQi0Gjy3M By Ummahfilms

walslam (peace)


Different types of modern hijabs

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Some stupidity ...

Peace and salam to all ...

good evening all ... its 8.++ here and another good day at work ... with lots of designing , CSS , forms and javaScript ... which is part of my life at the moment and for the next coming month's till November ...

and in this hour should be dedicated to the poor ... poor people ... people who we find on the streets , lying around ...i have recently read on some newspaper that a crime happened in japan .. a gruesome crime ... some teenagers set fire on an old man ...why???? because he was on the street ... they claim he was as useless as garbage ... he was homeless thats why ... but thank god he found a fountain ... and suffered severe wounds ... i really feel sad for the old man ... but regarding the boys .. they were trying to "burn" their responsibility ... what a shame .. they probably live happy , eat and drink , go to night clubs and play some cool games on their high-tech Japaneses computing machines .... is this what you learn in school -boys-???? or ethics was never part of our lives????

sadly .. i thought japan was 100 years more developed than any country, and it has reached a level where humans and machines can live happily ever after .... but it seems this "new world" isn't any better ...

why will someone want to do such an act??? burn a poor homeless human being??? aren't we suppose to be humans with feelings???? but to be honest , the more we believe we have developed, the more parts of hell we bring to this world ... because development needs some base (such as religion) to be useful ... but as long as the small corrupted mind of a human being is there to exist ... we can never be sure how many more years this earth can handle ... just observe the weather these days around the world ...

and the most pathetic of all was the reason behind the shocking act was : They considered him rubbish and useless .... well boys, i guess he might be useless, but a person who does such an act is not just useless ... but a hazard to other lives ... and should be isolated for awhile until a recover is confirmed ...

there is are proverbs for this case .. (for these boys who claim to clean "garbage")

"The only thing that ever consoles man for the stupid things he does is the praise he always gives himself for doing them."
-Oscar Wilde

and

"When a stupid man is doing something he is ashamed of, he always declares that it is his duty."
-George Bernard Shaw
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Back to the basics (Needed!!)

Peace to all (salam) and A very good morning on this warm heated day ...

Everything going fine - as expected - and feels good to be at office with no drop of sweat on a day like this ...

Interestingly what i found out yesterday ... a discussion about a state... whether it was an Islamic or a Secular ... and the discussion went on and on ... till i noticed a new term - for me at least - Islamic Theocracy , it means a state administered according to religious laws and authority While on the other hand, A secular state is ruled according to human-made rules and regulations (but in the discussion : a state that is not administered according to religious laws or authority) ...

so this should be an intro for us today ... well ladies and gentlemen, Islam is a way of life (fact), and its a system by itself (fact), it has some personal obligations and obligations that can only be done in a group of Muslims like the Friday prayer,and the two celebrations of Eid in the year .... for example ... but the personal obligations are much higher in number and impact ; such as honesty, sincerity, respect , generosity, ..etc so a conclusion to this, if a Muslim was to live in an Islamic or Secular environment, it will depend solely on his own behavior ... if people don't pray one day .. he should pray ...as long as he believes in it ...so i guess its time for our honorable scholars to stop thinking of extending their social status and begin preparing some good guidelines on "How To Make A Better Muslim" .... education is the key to religion more than any politics ... or hidden agendas ... lets be clear about stuff, we lack basic knowledge of Religions ... Islam be it or any other religion ... so these people talk about authority ... they like it and they want it ... i think its time for us to consider the basics rather than "covering our heads"... shutting our ears ..while eating nasi lemak , just look around you and you will see a corrupted society that is prone to a not-so-good future ... Its time that we really see Islam as it is ... we can have a so-called Islamic government with not that much of number of Muslims practicing Islam. Meanwhile a so-called secular state that has a bigger number of practicing Muslims... and this is how i see it ...



and thats for it ...


When politics talk

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

The city of Kuala Lumpur & Me (series) ....1

Peace to all of you all out there ....

as an intro to this will-be controversial issue regarding KL'ians ... and those who may as well be freaked out reading this from a non-Malaysian ...

Let me clear out some points ...

Iv been living in this country - and specifically - K.L. for the past 18 years ... and for that period im sure that i know enough to talk about here ...

K.L is one of the smoothest-going capital iv been to , as i was at Abu Dhabi , Amman, Bangkok, Cairo and our own Khartoum ... so its quite unique in the sense that its expectable ... you can actually expect what will happen once you plan your journey ... it will be a quite journey for sure ... no one will ask you anything nor will you have to ask anyone ... life indeed is peaceful ...

but whats annoying sometimes are those "dead zombies" walking around town ... and I mean those humans who walk without activating their "eyes" ... they will be walking in their own world ... not looking at anything in-front of them ... hitting other people , bags, animals , trolleys , and might even step on your foot without even a single look of sympathy towards the "shocking" pain encountered .... and i must say ... hitting a person isn't something usual ...... some old ladies pushing their way to the counter ... causing a stampede remembers me of Tarzan's PS-1 adventure game when some wild beasts try to push Tarzan off the level .... or when you're waiting to cross the road when suddenly you find someone standing over the "10*10 cm" square of land between your feet and the road ...



but what to say ... live your life here ....

another thing to expect from some is the never-said word "Excuse Me" ... said "Maafkan Saya" ... in Malay ... a world rarely used as in English ... so someone can wait behind your back unnoticed till the end of days ... then giving you that angry look when you do notice ... So maaaaannn ... why didn't you say so ...

Its quite amazing ... you probably end up reaching office after hitting nearly 50 human beings on the way if you don't actually move in a zig-zag path ... and open your eyes REAL wide ...

and finally ... Maafkan Saya for speaking about my daily experiences ... (Maafkan saya means Im sorry - in this context)

walslam alikum ... (and Peace To all)
Introducing myself here ... in a portrait-like picture taken by my sister long ago ... 2005 , i wasn't that angry by the way .. but the photoshop effect made me look REAL mad ... remembers me of "Myself" ...

I was just trying to add this to my profile, as i had to host it somewhere ,

why isn't there a direct upload feature anyway??!! ... But no problem ...

The time will come when we can host whatever possible on the net
(remote sites) ... at extreme speeds never thought of .... ooooooooooooooo ... i'm waiting for that time and i hope it will be before the "death of mine" ...




walslam (and peace )


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peace to all (Salam) ...

The month has been quite exciting , with many activities ... still, problems were here and there ...
and for a beginner's topic, for Computer Science students at the IIU, The Industrial attachment is one of the greatest periods in my study life ... if your lucky ... it can be as bad as hell, so be careful when choosing a company ...

its still morning ...

right at the office ... an empty office , alone ... hmmmm .. thats like an intro to some horror scene , isn't it .. or its just the life of many "employees" ...

we have some bad habits that need to be changed .. and change comes from within ... so coming late is a bad habit that needs some change .... to make a point there


Another behavior i noticed from our country-mates ... they like to complain ... this government and that government , secular is rejected, Islamic is rejected , communist is rejected ... so what the #@$%$#$ (ehemm ) do YOU want ???!!!!


we will find people shouting out there about their governments and lack of development ... well , analyze for awhile and you will find that most problems are caused by "The Society" .... where do you think these governments came from ??? .. aren't these governments the product of a "Bad Society" ... and ya ... "Bad Society" ...

so the next time we think of blaming others .... we better look at our selves ...

and a re-invention of a proverb .... "Blame yourself BEFORE you blame others"

.....................................Cooling down the temper again...................................


Monday, August 6, 2007

Peace to you all ....

Peace to you all ....

yah ..this will be my first statement to those reading ... i came to write here for peace and to show some peace ... its all about peace .. nothing shall be directed in this blog towards hate ... i dont like it and nor do any of us can handle the consequences of hate ..


hmmmm... i would also like to thank those who gave us the idea to express ourselves to the world ... out there ... and thanks to all the bloggers around the world for keeping em running ...


well .. thought of this a first post .. will be back with much more from computer science , music, religion politics and some of sports ... these are what i like most in this world ...

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